Hi! I’m Ellyn

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Before I remembered, I was angry. Silently suffering under layers of anxiety, fatigue, depression—and smiling through it all.

For years I lived in the illusion of being fine. I wore the “happy Ellyn” mask while my inner world crumbled with resentment and deep disconnection.

I hurt people. I tried to be who others needed, abandoning myself in the process. Eventually, I lost the most important connections in my life—and nearly ended my own.